Once upon a time I read a Patrick Ness book, and it pissed me off so much I threw it across the room. In the years that have followed he has since published numerous books that have sparked my interest, but I always ended up giving them a pass – first impressions matter. When I managed to get my hands on an advance copy of this book (Thank you, Harper!) I was dubious, but curious. I’m so glad my curiosity won out – this is one of my favorite reads so far this year.
Taking place all within one tumultuous day, Release managed to encapsulate what it feels like to have one of those days where everything is changing way too fast to keep up. It’s one of those days where everything shifts and goes sideways. It could so easily feel contrived, but Ness manages to make the non-stop hits feel connected and realistic. We’ve all had that day where it’s one thing after another and before you know it things start snowballing. Especially when you’re young and feelings run so deep and swift.
(One note on content, since I know some people like teachers, school librarians, and parents occasionally have this question: Yes, this book has sex in it, and it is graphic. It’s also important to the story, and I wouldn’t want it any other way. Still, you might want to take that into account before giving it to younger readers if you have concerns.)
Structurally this book has some ups and downs for me. The action moves swiftly, and the book is divided into smaller chunks, which kept me reading past my bedtime. This book is hard to put down. The one part of this book I’m still not certain worked for me was the ghost story that runs parallel to Adam’s story. I’m still not 100% sold that it added to the story – even though the stories mirrored each other the tones really clashed.
I loved the characters. I loved Adam, and I loved his friends. Even the characters I disliked I appreciated because they felt real and well drawn. Without saying too much I will say I also really appreciated the ending, both in its subtlety and where Ness chose to end the narrative. I set the book down feeling satisfied and I’m still thinking about it weeks later.
This is a book about feeling trapped, not just in the closet but also in your circumstances and family. This is a book about love, both the good and the bad sides, with not just lovers but friends and family. This is a book about acceptance, of self, others, and reality. And more than anything this is a book about learning to let go. I loved this book, and I can’t wait to press it into people’s hands this fall.